Death Angel

2004-12-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

first entry in weeks... haven't felt like blogging until now... i would guess it is just some stress thing... i can't and wouldn't blog until i feel enough to type it all out... lets see... my birthday just passed... and my parents turned obxious... i serious believe that at this moment if someone offered me 1mill for the each of them i would glady do it... they can go to hell for all i care... oh yea msn list has been cleared a fricking long time ago... this world has been made in this way... you have to grab for what you want or people will not bother... on a side note i got a handphone for my birthday how interesting lets see... no games worth mentioning... even if i had any it would be a problem even asking ANYONE to play with me... it is amazing that there would be ppl asking be to blog... 1 thing i want to making fricking clear... is that I DO NOT BLOG ON COMMAND and I WILL ONLY DO SO IF I FRICKING WELL PLEASE and SO STOP ASKING ME TO BLOG DAMNIT... lets see i have found many pics today... lets see how they look on my back ground... guess i would choose the darkest one i can find... life and death... whats the fricking difference... my life ... boring? i guess i better make something of it... maybe i should kill a feel people and see how it feels... I really like how at night nobody is around and everyone is sleeping... maybe i should go out after dark and see how those 2 freaks at home react... i wonder if theres a block function on the handphone... if there isn't i would gladly pay to have that feature... certainly would be interesting... oh maybe i can use call divert and divert all calls from home to another home telephone... that would be a riot... too bad evanesence haven't published any more albums... i want to hear more...

death is the key word of the day... lets see... i made really good crossbow yesterday no doubt about it... it fires large paper clips 2 at a time... only problem its a horror to reload... however look at it this way... the paper clips i use are rusty so if i aim right i can make 2 holes in your face where your eyes used to be... at least i think so... and i hope so... lets see... let me quote this sentance from the phantom of the opera... if i am not wrong it runs like this "fear can turn to love" well my version goes like this "love can turn to hate" however it always leaves me questioning what the fricking hell is love... lets see... www.m-w.com stats taht

Main Entry: 1love Pronunciation: 'l&vFunction: nounEtymology: Middle English, from Old English lufu; akin to Old High German luba love, Old English lEof dear, Latin lubEre, libEre to please1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : DARLING -- often used as a term of endearment (2) British -- used as an informal term of address4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God5 : a god or personification of love6 : an amorous episode : LOVE AFFAIR7 : the sexual embrace : COPULATION8 : a score of zero (as in tennis)9 capitalized, Christian Science : GOD- at love : holding one's opponent scoreless in tennis- in love : inspired by affection

1 : to hold dear : CHERISH2 a : to feel a lover's passion, devotion, or tenderness for b (1) : CARESS (2) : to fondle amorously (3) : to copulate with3 : to like or desire actively : take pleasure in 4 : to thrive in intransitive senses : to feel affection or experience desire

from these explainations i can see fully well how love can turn to hate or fear to love... because in accuall fact love is just "attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests" so i guess what those ppl with "steads" are always harping about how much they "love" each other is damn well true... lets wish them all the best in their fricking endevous... or whatever they want to do to each other...

as to the question of whether i should go back to my old school? i serious hope i wouldn't...

gothic songs seem to give me the enegry whereas the other types of songs like classical pop or whatever slow songs or even those crazy songs take them away...

i seriously feel that one of these days if my parents goes over the line i will murder them... feelings towards people can be classified as useless in this world... why bother to keep them... or maybe because is it the ultimate thing you can have? i doubt so... although having every fricking person on this world like you is nt bad... it all comes down to the basic principle of the fact that whatever you do you HAVE to be the god damn best or it is all pointless...

2004-11-30T18:34:00.000+08:00

going to start clearing out my msn list soon... i wouldn't block though... those who wish to message can message i wouldn't stop you... but having you on my messanger list is pointless since you can never find time to talk to me... to those precious few that i would leave on my list... i hope to be your friend as long as you draw a breathe...
a heavy fog is settling on me , no i will not fall into self pity... i will try to find a way forward... may i be doing good or evil things in the future i neither know nor care anymore... what are morals for... they are completely useless... will people accually value you more because you have good morals? as long as you don't show it to them nobody would accually care... we wear a mask through our lifes it all depends on how good you are at it... hence the saying you cannot judge a book by its cover...
people can use the mask to hide many things, their good points, their weakness, their feelings and emotions... nobody will ever be truely free of the mask... just imagine that everyone in the world is a telepath... there would be no hiding... and yet they would still always be problems... the statement always tell the true is fake no matter how you look at it... nobody in this world would true bare their heart to another... even if theres any that do that, they would come away from that experience with their hearts in pieces...
the bullshit of this word has got to be stopped... even if i have to personally see to every damn bit of it... i just hope i am not too late...
Death to all

2004-11-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

i am going to start with a factual recount of what happened before and at the bbq...(as much as i can remember)
met huling at yck station... went to bishan... picked up another 2 shuyan and bea... then went to bedok mrt... waited while jingyu come... waited somemore debbie came... waited some more nobody came... took shuttle service to near east coast then went through underground pathway... kept walking until reached the bbq pit..
eat drink do nthing then go cycling... went to jetty came back... around 2km++ i guess each way..
then eat drink do nthing until 10 then went to rent roller blades... went 1/3 of the way to the jetty and went back... found my parents waiting for me at the chalet area at around 10.45 ... get scolded by them about nt calling back and such until 11... extended the time with the shop keepers to overnight..
went back to bbq pit to play cards eat drink and do nthing again... 3.30 set off again towards the jetty... got caught halfway in the rain... took some shelter in pavilons (wrong spelling) the rest went back the the bbq area... while i continued on... i would be guessing around.. 4.00-4.15... sat there until around 6++ when the sun was going to rise... got a call from shuyan that her sim card was in my phone(grandfather's) headed back... reached around 6.45-7.00(no watch hp time not set) i took bus 135 to the mrt... got a drink... sat there ... got up took mrt to otram park (wrong spell) walked the rest of the way to church..
here ends my boring recount... i am not in a mood to write ANY fricking form of emotional... writings at this time... i would just go beserk and murder everyone...
to those baiseurs out there... i salute you

2004-11-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

songs... ppl seem to think that happy songs give happy emotions sad bring sad... some how for me its the opposite... happy and cheerful songs make me sick. Sad songs and angry ones seem funny or happy to me i hate this world and the things i will never have... Let me have a go at them and i will tear them to pieces...
In the future it would be the programmers and the engineers who will build the world... let me be there among them. I will be the shadow that brings death and destruction, let them build their programs and skyscrapers... i will tear it down piece by piece... as they set about tightening the screws and threading the programs together. I will be there loosening and unraveling them...
They will know something is wrong but will never realise the full extent until it is too late...
Been busy these days... made some mirc scripts:
2 rainbow color text changing scripts
1 text changing script
2 coding scripts
5 quoting scripts
extended my op,deop,voice,devoice to include 30 people
1 mass ban kick script (bankicks 10)
1 ban the world script (bans ppl from all the countries i know... too bad max is 30 bans per channel)
multi slap (lame script)
got my auto defence script up
got my auto revenge script up
2 decoder scripts
well thats all... for now... in the pipe line theres color scripts... french translator
if anyone use mirc just tellme... i doubt so...

2004-11-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

Imagine this , sitting infront of the computer, to the left is the stairs, to the right is the sliding door, straight behind my bro's comp, to the left behind reclining on the chair a fricking fat slug of a mother ranting on and on and on... quote "if you are stupid i wouln't say anything - stupid mom" well i recorded some of it... now i gotta look for a wave form editor to cut and paste her words together... bloody bitch... just wait... i feel like making this my holiday project together with programming and playing comp... cool i decided what to do during this holidays -.-" well that bitch of a mom saw my blog's background and says that its dunno what... ermmm polluted or something ... at least she doesn't know wth a blog is ... well... that chienne will never know... she absolutely hates computers so... i guess this is quite safe from her... the best part of this... she keeps saying that my head is polluted or something... ah well too bad so little angel pictures are of man... and now she is complaining that i dun want to study for the damn papers... how the frick can i study with her behind.... now she is cursing me to get 50% in my damn DT sheez... i with she would just buy lots of insurence and get run over... frick that bitch... well tomorrow is geo... and i want to go and search for the waveform editor... till next time...

2004-11-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Life during o lvls kinda suxs.... nt really that much but it still suxs... can't play games infront of parents... secretly quite possible though... damn holidays are coming... i serious wonder what am i going to do without a good game to play... darkeden... aint that bad... apity the graphixs sucks even more then MU online... lets see... world of warcarft... just found out i can't play it on my comp and my bro can... so i feel like giving it up... mmhmm gates to heaven from egames... lets see... chinese server.... seeems to be up but english not even website up... those malaysians i think sure know how to drag things... ok sure... for me life seems to be as simple as cause and effect... not much goal... if i feel like playing i play feel like eating eat feel like sleeping sleep... feel like jumping over the edge of the world jump... that kind of thing...
lets see... o lvls 4 papers left... geo, amaths paper 2... DT and science mcq... ah well would be over soon... i just remebered that we are supposed to have a bbq somewhere in pasris(dunno spelling) i think... and i dun even know the date... ah well still have 4 papers... still can ask... i think need to go back get some resume or something... also dunno wad date... and seriously... if someone knows any nice online RPGs that doesn't need to play please tag it... not that anyone would read this... just for the stray passerby who happens to chance on this blog... i guess i am pretty boring... face it... someone with such a boring lifestyle as mine would never rant about interesting things... imagine waking up at 6am to check on the world of warcraft dl... and then get caught and lectured by mom... maybe one of these days i will tape a maybe short 30mins one for anyone out there and attach it to my blog so nobody will ever come here again... maybe thats what i should do...
i often wonder... y ppl say that power corrupts... i mean... y would someone example me... if i had the most money in the world want to gain more money?... wth would i buy with it... ok maybe money wasn't the best of choices... lets say... if i was errm superman(lets ignore the kyptonite thingy for now) would i really want more? if so what for? if i had so much power... wth am i going to do with it? oh yea sure maybe i would be tempted to do some impossible things just for the fun of it... maybe thats it... power corrupts because it opens up too many options... and the reasons y ppl with with power wants to stop other ppl from getting it is that the are selfish... awa wth this is too profound for a stupid mind like mine...
ok now about my stupid mom... she started bragging about how she and my father started having errm whats the word... steads since errm 17? wth was she thinking about?... sheez she wants me have arhx? i go out look for one bring home for her to drool at lar zzz stupid mom.. say 17 like very big like that... and i am only 15 sheez... though i think i have seen ppl stead at primary one though i am not very sure... i mean wth is she trying to hint sheez... AND she said she wanted to watch her mouth... one of these days i am going to make a song out of her words... see if i don't... sheez just let me record enuff of her speech and i will do it... to anyone who chances across this blog... suggest a song

2004-11-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... 3rd day of the o lvls... doesn't feel much difference from normal days... other then i accually study a few lines ... i am kinda lazy to blog... but wth... since taht blood world of warcraft is still having its final stress test... and gates of heaven from egames no idea whether i can get in as a closed beta tester :p ah well will know it by 8nov ^.^ lets see... got sick of maple story and its "cute" characters damn stupid skill also... tried a game called guildwars... took me 4-5hrs of straight patching with 1KB/sec to patch the damn game... well its maths tomorrow... i am aiming for the stars lol... just hope i dun fall... hoping to get A1 for maths... zzz heck will just take waht i get... hmm getting sick of all those "cute" character games... saw a game entitled city of villans... lol if i get to play i sure wouldn't mind... getting sick of SG... ne way have been playing a game of heros 3 with my bro for some times now... almost killing the last enemy lolz... wadever... WTH do my parent have to treat me as a damn child... calling a damn tution teacher to come over and baby sit just because they are going dinner is going alittle too far... ok its alot ... heck... rejected the teacher's offer... maybe i will sleep at 8 today... 7 even... well... this is just great... damn cound card shorted out on me... now i gotta use my discman to play music... my damn father better keep to his promise to get me a better computer after the damn fricking o lvls... well... damn ryl is going commercial... time to stop playing lol... ne way... hearing many ppl getting jobs lol... i certainly aint going to waste my time on that lol... i aint in need of money nor will i get bored... provided ppl play with me... and if i really get a job i am confirm going to get a job with someone i know zzz... if i can't i will just keep staying at home... and my timetable will be ... play.....tired sleep... play... hungry eat...play... lets see how long i will last lol... maybe i should get some excercise... wadever... maybe running or swimming... ;) too all thouse out there struggling with your o lvls have fun and don't regret studying so hard LOL :p

2004-10-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

You're like a Dark Unicorn!

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2004-10-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

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Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?
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2004-10-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

You are Tori. He is my favorite character out of
this story. Brash, bold, stubborn, and stong
willed, you fight for what you believe in, and
do not change your mind so easily. you are the
last of your winged and immortal kind, and that
thought sometimes saddens you. Deep down
inside, you are kind and gentle, but you are
only that way to the one you love. You are
possessed by an ancient spirit called Atra Nox,
a (darn' tootin') powerful bastard if he ever
gains control of you. Your element is
darkness, and you have the power of
premonition, invisibility, flight, and phasing.
If you had a personality disorder, it would be
depression, since you see no worth in yourself,
and fall into deep blue funks every other day.
(ps. I AM A FAN OF YOURS!) Overall, you are a
very vulnerable person, yet your stong will
keeps you from being consumed by the evil that
wishes to use you.

If you were a story character, what would your personality be like?
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2004-10-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

to study or not to study... tahts the fricking question ... Sheez... fed up of blogging atm... maybe next.. time... oh yea i remeber... my father promised to get me a better comp after olvls :p muahahaah ... bye zzzzzzzzzzz

2004-10-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

As i look back on what has happened over the past 2 years of my life... i have found it to be a time which i truely began to live... believe it or not... i truely would miss the people of class 306/406... the times we spent together were truely memorable... i can safely say that this class has changed and affected me the most... i can still remeber in primary school... the day i left the school i could not give a damn... to say the truth... i feel a sense of loss when our ways part... nobody will truely understand how deeply i have been affected by this class... i have learned many things... friendship, trust and even how to make a good argument... most importantly... it has taught me how to feel... the times we spent together... through laughter and through lectures... has bonded everyone of us together in a way i never thought possible... some people may not noticed it... but i believe this class has changed us all... may it be big or small... since we have come to the parting of ways... let us part.. and may our paths cross again. I shall forever remeber Class:406(2004) Deyi Secondary School.

2004-10-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

Water. Whatever you do, where or when, you do it
with all of your heart. You listen to your
heart and all of your emotions are true
non-acting. Friends are very importent to you
and you will do anything for them. You're the
most dreamy of all 4 elements.

What is your element?
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2004-10-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

zzzz.. 13/35 done... yawn... its going to take a long time... trying to diversify now :p trying to use my grandpa's comp lolz... ne way tuesday i lazy to blog becuase had tution and was playing heroes's 3 with bro... yesterday... was playing ryl with esprit le feu :p and her bro :p lolz 2 life off and 1 shadow fighting trunkfish :p then we tried giant spis then had to go yawn :p tution sian man... still trying to decide today should i go tution :p 16/35 zzz ne way tried my grandpa's comp cannot zzz... looks like i have a long way to go... today... after physics period i skip the rest and came home... see almost the whole of 407 run out of their class after 1 block was really "inspiring" :p slept through the whole physic's period... sheez today so many ppl never come... very lonely :p so go home :p amazing thing is... my mom didn't say much when i told her home was better then school lolz :p using my bro's comp to blog... my comp too laggy because of burning :p well maybe i should try playing ryl with esprit le feu here :p hope it aint too laggy

2004-10-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

You are Odin! You appear entirely at random to
assist those whom you deem worthy. Though this
makes you somewhat unreliable, the ability to
cut almost any enemy in half makes you worth
having around.

What Final Fantasy summon are you?
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2004-10-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

You are a Samurai.You have trained the majority of your life. You are
honerable, you follow your word. You spare no
one once in combat, but that is expected, for
your oponent would do the same to you. You use
a two-handed katana.

What type of Swordsman are you?
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2004-10-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

Amethyst

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2004-10-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

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You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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2004-10-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

i can't believe myself... accually i am deeply disappointed with myself... i can't believe i accually cried... to think someone i treated as a friend accually... 4get it... i still can't get over the fact that.... i feel so many emotions just because of this... sadness, the urge to find somewhere to cry... the temptation to hunt down the bastard and... 4get it... if you the bastard is reading this post... i want you to remeber this now and always... this is the FIRST time i have been betrayed by a person i considered a friend... do NOT let me see you again... and I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL YOU BLOODY BITCH

2004-10-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

i am feeling... not depressed... lets say i have broke through the boundery of irritation in the other direction... that sang chienne is ranting on and on about god and stuff... she keep talking crap.... and i really wish that she would shut the enfer up... she keeps saying i am fricking proud... that sang chienne loves to make out that she is all sacrificing and show taht she is like very "wei da" i am blasting sum41 in the hope that she would go away... it is not that i do not believe in god... it is just that the fricking way she puts it irritates me to the point of fury... keeping these inside of me aint going to be good for me in the long run... i can feel her taking away ... day by day of my whole damn life... if this goes on i will most probaly become
L'ange De La Mort for now onwards...
I really want to change my name from jonathan liu to L'ange De La Mort or at least Death Angel... or even angel of death... i sure wouldn't mind... imagine signing your contracts with Death Angel ... it would really feel good... or imagine signing a death warrent with taht name... i hope that i do not vent my anger on anyone... if i do... i wish that that sang chienne would learn that you can't preach to a person by irritating them... one of these days she is going to get murdered by someone she tries to "preach" to... well... today was a "great" day... brought the fricking CD to school today... wanted to let ppl see... then all run away except the card captor gang... decided to add gz and xr inside the list... so its 32/35 now... i still do not understand y people would be so hungry during recess... i normally just drink a glass of milk in the morning only... and i dun even eat recess... oh great she has to come and stand beside me... and keeps complaining...
anyway... i hear taht jy's mom also like this... well jy if you read this... i total understand how you feel... but that is 1 main difference between you and your mom and me and mine... I HATE HER... thats when she scolds or complains or rants or wadever... if my mom does not do those things to me... i only find her bearable... ne way... if this continues... i may even not come home and stay in school or find somewhere to hide... i don't care whether its by myself or with other people...
anyone wants to go somewhere with me? please tel me... i don't care where... as long its out of my home... preferably to study... but any other thing also can..

2004-10-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ice_Ice my love you are a pessimist. Ices are known
to be loners. Ices are deep and thoughtful
people. Ice makes good friends with Fire. Ice
enjoys Fires company because they are
intelligent. Ice thinks before they speak but
is quik to defend themselves when provoked.
Ices and Waters should never be in the same
room. Ices pessimistict outlook and Waters
optimistic create annoyance between the two.
Ice is bothered by Waters 'sunshine and
daisies' disposition and Water by Ices 'downer'
personality.

*ElementaL*
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2004-10-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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2004-10-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

Hm... lets see 31 ppl liao... oh yea i haven't burned the CD yet -.-" stupid windows XP... takes around 20mins... Nero faster :p take only around 7mins hehe well i just realised something about my blog... if i publish 2 quizes together... the second one will be missing the photo... lolz... if i publish seperate post then can :p
hmm just found out that theres compo to do :p ah well who cares... i think i just do the compo and forget about the letter writing... letter writing is so boring... my imagination needs a work out... whoot i just burned the prototype CD... OMG... nero said it avoided buffer error 162 times... wth was that lol :p ne way... planning to write about anger... ah well... going to do on comp lolz... zzz jl did like 500++ words and i did like 452 words... sheez this is so emberassing :p hehe wadever...
lets see... today morning went church... came back around 1.30... then played comp games... yawn... its 11.30 liao fed up of letter writing... sheez haha
lol its 11.45 and so many ppl still rushing -.-" lolz don't they know that there is no english period tomorrow and that they could do it in class? lolz... ne way... i hope ppl will like the pictures :p hehe
Bonne nuit and bonne chance :p

2004-10-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

*Updated* List reviewed due to complains
Ok... so far here is the list of ppl who have asked for a CD... if i miss you out and you want it just msg me or tag:
Xueqi 204
Jia Lin 406
Shuyan 406
Earth 406
Xiao hong 405
Qian qian 406
Xirong 406
Guan Zhao 406
Total 8ppl
ok here is a list of ppl i am planning to give to ... and this includes teachers unless if you dun want then msg me... although some ppl who are supposed to be in this catogaery asked for it so they went up:
Mr Chew DT teacher
Miss Lim Music teacher
Miss Chew FN teacher
Mrs Ng Chem teacher
Mr Chia PE teacher
Mr Sit HOD
Mr Lee DT teacher
Beatrice 406
Iggy 406
Jie Ying 406
Jolynn 406
Jin yu 406
Jolene 406
Wei feng 406
Christie 406
Olive 406
Jeremy 405
quan yu 407
Simon 306
Yi feng 2(dunno class)(the class beside the library)
Christabel 209
Angeline 3(errm either 7 or 8 nt sure)
weijian 407
esther 409
Total: 24ppl
Grand total: 32
Plan to burn: 35

plan to start burning on tuesday... should finish latest in time for graduation day

stay tune for updates in the list... seriously i hope it doesn't increase more then 35... would have a long time burning them though CDs aint the problem :p
well i spent today organizing my pictures and stuff... burning a prototype tomorrow and bringing it to school :p lets see how its recieved well ok thats all for today

2004-10-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova,
source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../
images/fallen_angel.jpg

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2004-10-09T09:35:00.000+08:00

... didn't feel like blogging yesterday... just did masses of quizes.... its amazing... my cousin made a spamming program... i am truely impressed... although there is a limit of 50X ah well... better then nthing... any way... tried to ask esprit le feu to play with me at around 10+ today... but she kept saying she wanted to sleep... ah well... "girls need their beauty sleep" wadever ... guess i will go play shattered galaxy ... the only reason i said 10++ is that my mom leaves the house around that time... so i can play... the sky is so dull coloured now... may drizzle... damn... i have no appettited for breakfast... sheez...
ne way going ahead with my EOTYF plan... well its like this... i'm going to get everyone's pic and burn it into a CD along with teachers... will be giving out at random(friends) unless you tag that you want it... and will be giving to teachers also... a few special selected ones who have been good to me... obvious SOME teachers aint going to be included... ne way... same rules as my class pics show off.. if nobody msges me before lets say... monday... i am going to put your pic in... and you have no idea if i have your pic so if you want it out just say so... well to the ppl who dun look at my blog too bad... i have it as a msn nick so no exscues... i will make it until monday midnight for you ppl to msg... so... whatever you want is up to you...

2004-10-09T09:33:00.001+08:00

You are a Resident Evil Zombie. You were infected
with the T-Virus, and now you wander through
abandoned buildings looking for living flesh to
munch. Sometimes you mutate into more horrible
things. You can be killed, but it ain't easy.

What kind of Zombie are you?
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2004-10-09T09:33:00.000+08:00

You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you
cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and
look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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2004-10-09T09:32:00.001+08:00

You have Purple Wings! Lost and Confused, when your
wings are purple, its difficult to see ahead
because the fog is clouding your vision. You
can never decide easily, and even the simplest
choices are difficult to take. A quite, kind
person, you have a very sharp mind and can do
anything if you set your mind to it. But
something probably very sad happened in your
life, and now, you question anything. Lost in
your trance and afraid to peak outside your
box, right now your life is very frustrating.
But, dont forget this very important thing:
Purple is made from blue and red, and with just
a little bit of pushing, you can go back.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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2004-10-09T09:32:00.000+08:00

You are most like Anjiru (Angel)the half angel,
half wolf demon. Your kind, caring and playful.
you love to fly and have a lot of fun with your
pack. but most demons see you as an outcast
cause of your wings but you as specail as can
be.

What kind of demon are you?
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2004-10-09T09:31:00.000+08:00

You represent... loneliness.Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.

What feeling do you represent?
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2004-10-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

You're a "Black Angel" which means youran Angel of Death. You don't really care muchabout people (and if you do, it's just a few) since
no one was particularly niceto you. You're always alone unless forced tobe with other people and you love to causetrouble. You feel depressed a lot and don'thave something that could cheer you up likemost people. You don't find joy in people but
probably something else. You love to be alone
to think and like the night because it provides
solitude. You're very secretive.(If you can't
see tje pics, go to my homepage and look near
the bottom and find your result)

What Color Angel are You? (PICTURES)
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2004-10-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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2004-10-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... staring blankly at my Dt textbook atm -.-" damn... can't study like this... too fricking hyper today :p damn... need to go for maths tution tomorrow... yawn.... getting fed up of that place and the people there... at least some of them... Ah well...
lets see... today in school... 1st period... english... again... well ... forgot what we did -.-" ... Whoot... brb... going to play ryl with esprit le feu for alittle while :p
heeh back :p its 10.15... lets see... after english it was maths... wasn't taht bad... i accually managed to pay attention... (dispite not bringing my paper) haha well... recess... spent it in the class.. listening to music and staring at nthing :p well after taht was chinese... haha the whole class having fun man... ppl at the back playing card games i think... well... me, jy,jl and that... errm pervertic shuyan :p sit together and listen music... taht jl... first she ask us do maths... after like... 10-15mins... then we all like slack... i did until question errm 4 then sian liao... fed up dun want to do :p haha well then listen music.......(this part may be alittle theartirical or wadever) then suddenly the back door burst open! and the undertaker stepped into the class... the noise volume drop from 100-0 almost immediately... as his red glowing eyes set fire to the tables in the class... everyone was pretending to do their own stuff :p then as i looked on the undertaker changed into a pervertic old lecher... that stupid old bastard kept staring at the girls... lol jy became nervous from the staring :p haha then he kept standing there... then suddenly.... he shouted at the card ppl to keep their cards... after another 5mins they kept it... ne way... he left after like 5-10 mins when the bell rang ^.^ it was physics time... went over to 405 then teacher not there yet... suddenly heard shouting from 406... wha liao... EVERYONE run over to see leh :p kq kenna dunno wad... heck lar... ne way physics i accually managed to do a few questions :p then after that it was...cme... lol and behold... we did not do any cme... the dumpling accually allowed us "free period" ok lar for that i am grateful :p hehe well... then came back home then wadever :p oh yea lunch was zhou and 2 chicken pies :p yum... did i mention half a curry puff? :p

2004-10-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

lolz back from another round of maths tution -.-" ah well... going to eat soon :p its PIZZA :p i just love it hehe... 1000 words from FF is nice... hehe blah blah blah....
School.... yea i remembered to bring my storybook :p haha well tomolo have MT 2 whole periods... i wonder waht should i do... listen music ? be naughty and play with mirrors and shine everyone? or just go into depression because nobody wants to talk to me :p haha guess not 1st period... it was.... PE... lolz the last PE lesson in deyi sec... some ppl getting sentimental... kept trying to drag the period long :p haha well too bad ASB period after that so.... well... only got like... 6 for content... average we get 6 for lang... so my marks should be around... 6+6+18= 30/50... lolz 60? thats crap man... GOTTA brush up my stupid summary sheez... lets see... after taht was maths... omg... IT WAS SOO BORING.... i was having ALOT of trouble just trying to stay awake... lucky the fool provided an incentive to stay awake at the last part... lolz started asking questions... haha the look on XR's face while he tried to find his paper was hilarious... hmm... after that... recess... lolz recess... i stay in class listen music... hmm what else did i do... nt sure... forgot... ah well after recess... it was.... errm... wopes... a maths was after recess... lolz hehe :p then after that it was DT... well the FN group din go anywhere... they had some sort of lesson :p ne way the DT students just sat about most were studying :p except a few... like me hehe :p

2004-10-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

Damn... jsut came back from tution... realised i left my whole stack of foolscap paper in my tution teacher's house -.-" even the notes i made for french... ah well... kinda feeling... depressed? ... dun think thats the word... i think i just don't feel like talking, smiling or interacting with anyone today... well i guess its a form of depression... it is like suddenly i realise the true meaning of studying... i guess i am just spouting crap... first time this stupid depression lasted so long... since morning... did not manage to smile in school... no idea y... managed to smile alittle in tution... i guess its breaking up ^.^... whao its breaking up lolz... just realise for the umpteen time how music affects my moods haha... :) Whoooot I AM BACK PPL! Feeling alittle hyper :p haha Muhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaha.... BOO
i guess i will go and rewrite my french notes haha :p

2004-10-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

Slept at 2.00pm yesterday... was burning a new CD... anyway... going to eat soon... then off to tution... decided to go to maths tution tuesday afternoon, wed night and friday night.. don't want to go on sat and sun because mom will be out then and i can study without her bothering me... don't really care about anything anymore...
1st period today... chinese... sat there listening to music and doing some a maths question...2nd period english.. we went through comprehension... i got 18marks so far i think... excluding summary of course... ang did not have enought time... then next is... geo... GZ was sleeping in class again... singh said he had 40/50 so he doesn't need to listen... well... kev did not come today... apparently from what GLKY said... he went to someone's house.. i believe the name is mark phua or soemthing... any way... spent the recess looking at the french notes i made yesterday and listening to music... a teacher walked by like 3-4 times and saw me listening... she did not even comment... well after recess it was physics... i spent the 2 periods sleeping in the class... when i returned to 406... saw almost all the bio students sleeping... i guess its because the ending of "term" is coming... well... there was amaths... and i did not bring my paper again... fool did not say anything... but kept making remarks... the last 5-10 mins she spent telling off the amaths students... well she asked GZ and olive out to talk to them... GZ came in alittle while later... i sort of feel sorry for olive she was scolded by fool until she cried.. sometimes i with that i could do away with the fool without anyone knowing or finding out... after that it was chem... did some MCQ... managed to get 14/20 i think... to think it was last year's paper... well... haven't done the structured yet
... well... had a run in with the bus driver... well it was like that... i saw the bus and ran towards it... i waved at the driver but no effect... so i punched the fricking door... the door opened hesitently 5 seconds later... the bus driver was cursing somethign at me couldn't really hear anyway i think in chinese or dialect or seomthing.. well i shot a look at him and ignored him... making my way to the top deck... really felt like punching his ugly face... well.. made it home...

2004-10-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

Devolting this post entirely to quizes

As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

What Type of Social Entity are You?
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2004-10-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

i did not expect to blog again so soon... its a pity that esprit le feu is going to study instead of accompanying me... since nobody would play game with me... i guess the only non dull option would be to follow the crowd... and study... its not that i do not want to play comp games anymore... its just that... it seems so pointless.... playing by yourself... studying on my own is also dull though... i seriously wonder if anyone could kindly study with me or something... it would take an edge of the whole studying thing... look at it this way... in my pass 3+ years i haven't accually sat down and study hard... the main reason is whenever i do that i feel... i don't know... like pointless in studying... since if i do not study i still pass... but since i have decided to study... as in intensive... life has been just something i have lived through just because i have to... until now... i have a goal inwhich aim for... to strive for... although i seriously doubt many people read my blog... i hope to find some people or someone to study with... as i said... i haven't done this before...
To anyone who cares

2004-10-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

whoot! just cleaned my keyboard :p hehe looks MUCH better now ^.^wellz..... studying physics for now... until mom goes down to cook then play... feeling alittle lonely playing my life off... esprit le feu always say too laggy then dun play... i really wish ppl would tag if they accually read my blog... its like... nvm... listening to songs from jeykll and hyde... those songs show the light and dark side of human nature... a startling contrast... its too bad my bro's internet connection suxs... or he could play with me... ah well i hope that i wouldn't be too laggy... well nthing much happen at school today.... except las period... spent it helping chew type stuff... well... i think i better study.... thought of what to do with all the teacher's pics...
till next post...

2004-10-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

Rune off

2004-10-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

Whao glitch in program? wth am i seeing

2004-10-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

I'm afraid of heights because they building may collapse :p

2004-10-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

Templar

2004-10-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

Doing stupid english homework now... lucky someone remind me -.-" or i die man... completely forgot... whoot good news no chem tution for at least next week and the week after next whoot! hehe its 9.55pm now... plan to do finish latest by 10.45 then i go PLAY muahaha yup i am still playing ^.^ well i deleted my stylo shadow off and got a life off... lvl 13 the last time i check well... thinking of another word for resources zzzz.... FN students are rushing their summaries :p i heard its over 40pages to summaries... wish them good lucky ;)
Well... 1 sec do finish another 5 question then continue :p
Yippie question 6... 3mins breathing time... well today was quite a normal sunday for me... morning went church to around 11.45am... then rush home to pick up something my mom forgot... ate at home... rushed off to tution... mom goes to tution also but as tution teacher... then since father is at church for some meeting... i have to go home by my self....
planned to leave at 3.30 from tution teacher's place... started raining... forgot umbrella... run in rain... got wet... managed to dry off on the way back... took MRT to cityhall then take to bishan... walked to bus interchange took 410 home :p hehe well got home... around... 4.45 -.-" stupid waiting time... sheez ah well started playing... until around...6.30... then brought spagettee up to eat then went down to drink soup... 6.55 father fetch me to chem tution... lucky its nearby :p ah well thats all...
I HATE HOMEWORK lolz haha
i would love to see earth's red face muhaha.... home she gets sunburn again or something ^.^
well time to do the rest of my paper... once again i wish the FN students ... GOOD LUCK ;)

2004-10-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

Boom

2004-10-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

Splitting headache

2004-10-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

Shadow Off

2004-10-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

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2004-10-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

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2004-10-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

items

2004-10-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

Shadow kill

2004-10-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

Templar

2004-10-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

feeling much better now... getting ready for tution later -.-"should be back around 10 -.-" sheez tomorrow i have chem... sunday have maths + chem -.- maths from 1.30- around 3.30 then reach home around 4... then 7 -9 chem... zz ah well... its all for the best i guess... exams coming... ah well continue when i come back...

just back from tution... its 10.10... just KNEW that my father would be late... sheez... ah well i have a few pictures to add i here ^.^

2004-09-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

blogging... its the next day already... 12.05 am to be exact... feeling alittle lost and hollow... life seems meaningless... what really is there to live for? To keep suffering day after day? How are we to live our life to the fullest and seize the day if we don't know what to live it for? All of the people who would have talked to me are somewhere else... either watching TV or sleeping... or just away... it is just too bad that i only have 1 mode of communication with the outside world... as i scrolled through friendster, surfing through the profiles while listening to ayashi no ceres... i really feel a sense of being by myself... the longing for company all the while knowing there is nobody there... the torment few or nobody will understand... somehow i feel like theres nthing inside of me... no i am not bored... i could go and study... as i begin to realise the fundementals of life... some people say money is everything, and somehow i realise how shallow that thinking is... maybe i am just raving... maybe i am going insaine... i am falling through depression into uncharted territory down to the bottem of my soul... i though... if i had all the money in the world at the expense of everyone on this planet... how would i feel... to stand at the mountain top and shouting into the vast emptiness and stand there listening.... for the sound that is gone forever more.... what are you going to do with your money then... in my dreams i keep searching for something... but i have no idea what it is... it stays just out of my mind's sight and just beyond my reach... elusive and unattainable... i fear that i am becoming all too human... i used to glory in the sound of silence of the night with the resolution to live my whole life by myself... but now i feel myself crumbling from within... what is this mysterious force? slow but relentlessly spreading... not from outside... but from the very core of my being.

2004-09-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

amazing.... i am blogging everyday since dunno -.-" i guess its just fun to blog hehe well... din take the trouble to take pic of the empty gunbound... stupid mom is blasting about the CCA marks... sheez i pity mr sit -.-" ne way i got A2 and she is complaining that since i have 2 CCAs y dun i have A1... sitalot is gona suffer... she once spent 2 hrs talking to my chinese teacher while i waited in the car for her -.-" i have no idea what i did to pass the time... hehe just now ate some spicy nacos :p tasted nice except for the hot taste -.-"
well i love the songs melody of life and the dream within from final fantasy hehe... hmm choir stand down :p so i never go... come back give mom a shock :p ah well...
today at school... nthing much... english first period then maths 2 periods... amazing the fool did not even scold me for not bringing my paper -.-" hehe accually i gave it to my tution teacher... he said that he wanted to use the paper so i told him he could have it... well lets see if fool's behaviour remains good tomorrow... doubt so though... ne way had 2 periods of chinese after recess( which i spent in the library) during the first period i spent approximately 5mins inside 4/5 to see if the teacher was giving back my paper... then i walked out of the class on the pretext of getting my stuff and stayed in my own class listening to music with jy -.-" haha she likes accidentally in love by counting crows so much lolz listened to it over... 8-12 times? maybe i aggegarated it alittle.. but it was alot :p haha well then jy(another person) had lots of questions of a maths :p lol come to think of it... its quite funny ^.^ a jy asking a jy how to do a amaths lolz... well mother earth was sleepy in class today... maybe because prisillia never come :p ah well... kev said he aint going to come tomorrow... so lets just wait and see :) hehe got back the stupid CME paper :p lolz haha A1 so funny 5questions wrong... let me see... mother earth 6 le feu... dun tell you :p haha...*waits to see earth burst with curiousity* gary got lowest... still get A2 though :p haha kelvin same as me :) lolz sy highest only 2 wrong haha hmm xr i think got errm 7 wrong... haha ah well was quite a nice day... damn its drizzling... i hope my interenet connection wouldn't slow down :p haha well
"des secrets sont censés pour être gardés"
this roughly translates as
"secrets are meant to be kept"
haha poor mother earth ;)

2004-09-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

today was quite an O K day... found out i managed to pass geo/ss 51% total -.-" ah well better then failing... with that it sealed the fact that i am not going to go jc for the first 3 months... well i dun care... can stay at home and play... maybe go out if i gather the courage to do so... blasting music over my speakers from my disc man now... well... ryl is down... some mantaince thingy... hope it come up soon... hmm christie is online maybe he playing gb... i go check later... well... going to take a screen shot of gb... stupid thing... everytime i alt-tab... takes so long and somemore... all my moblies disappear..can't see crap... sheez...
well today at school... morning PE ... played batminton with CZM... that alien... sheez i play with him i can cry man... well 2nd-3rd period english ... that ang wanted me to keep quiet so keep quiet loh... then recess... i just did a few corrections for that fool then i went library... read book until after recess... after recess was maths... then amazing... that fool brought us to ITR to watch some werid show(i have a feeling the school put her up to it) well did not finish... ne way... after taht was errm....DT... i think... then i found my werid shaped ball in my bag... then christie and weifong had a match :p some funny game... christie won :p 5-2 hehe well then PCCG period they continue loh... then they started playing with basketball because ng go other class... well i listened to discman with jy then after taht go home loh.. lucky rain was small...
sheez going tution later... 7-9 at least... ne way... i guess i will be online around 10... stupid mom confirm late... ;) lets see if i got this right...

moi enfer/sang le feu pas ennuyez-vous de moi haha ;) you know who you are

2004-09-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

feeling alittle down... not because of in school... school was partially great.... except for the 2 periods with miss fool the moron... that bitch ... she has something against me.. no doubt about that.. i hope she gets sacked for something... anything... in the emaths paper... there was 1 question... the answer was t=13 ... so many people wrote that... she gave them correct... and when i wrote that she said must be t=13s so she took away 1 mark... after telling me that she looked at xb's paper and saw taht she gave him correct for t=13... and took away his mark... after she moved away i checked around with the people around me and found out accually... kl, olive,yn all also had t=13 and that damn foo marked them correct.... well best not to keep after the problem.... most probaly they would end up losing their marks... well... the fool before leaving the class made "comments" on my behaviour in class... as she was "scolding" the class i was putting my head on the table... whats her prob anyway... well at least i only have to see her for 1-2 weeks more at most i think.... when i see her fat bloated spastic face i feel like slapping it... i hope she falls and breaks her neck

Well... the second part of my miseries continues at home... as i came home all was peaceful... it was like the calm before the fricking storm... my mom went out to fetch my bro... when they returned... my stupid mom horned at my bro for a stupid reason and i got pissed at her... it goes soemthing like this... my mom says she told my bro in the car that to pick up the shoes and put it on the rack... then when he got out and was taking off his shoes my mom horned "to remind him" well then my bro's version that she was crazy and stated that when he was taking off his shoes how could he put it on the rack... well stupid mom was grumbling and i went to pick up MY shoes... then i "scolded" her for horning at my bro... and she became nutz... well i went to the kitchen to finish up washing and she started shouting... well... 2 can play that game i shouted back and stormed upstairs... it was gratifying to throw her stupid little handbag up the stairs... her lipstick or something fell out and i kicked it around alittle... causing the wallet to fall out and some coins... well... i put them all back in order... and left the bag at the top of the stairs... well... then i shut down the comp and locked myself in the room blasting the radio... and started throwing the extra CDs i had... 2/5 finally shattered on my bedroom wall... i chunked the pieces out the window... some fell onto the ground near the banana trees... the rest flew bouncing and rebounding into my neighbour's house... what joy... pretty soon that spastic mom of mine came along and started banging the door in a stupid way... like a person with a tantrum... well i ignored her... and then she started taking it out on my poor bro... well i started throwing cards in the room... which i picked up after alittle while... could still hear her ranting and raving outside... then since i could not go outside... i decided to sleep... hence sleeping 1 hr away... my mom went down to cook... around 5.30... well i woke up around then and found my father fumbling with the lock with a bunch of keys.... ah well got up and came outside to start the comp again and here i am... well going to play game now... i wonder if moi le feu is online...

2004-09-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

Well... i guess i aint playing ...now... decided to sleep alittle earlier then normal... lets hope so... well have got back results today... not all though... i think i only did well in 1 subject and crap in all the others...

E Maths: 78.625% the only good one... has an interesting story attached to it -.-" well xr had 78.525% accually.. so he was fuming about losing to me by 0.1% then... he found 1 mark... and well miss foo gave it to him... but the best part was... i found -3 marks in his paper... so in the end he ended up losing 2 marks -.-" i think he like going to cry like that lol
A Maths: 53% nt very good nt very bad... at least i passed... teacher said it was hard so i have no idea... even jy the normal 75% and above person get 65%? i think.... if i dun remember wrongly...
the best is yet to come...
S.S. FAIL 44% -.-" stupid geo haven't come back most prob fail also lar... sheez...
DT without course work... 49%... first time fail DT paper sheez.. i feel like jumping off the building ................ onto a fei zao.... then safe liao... well at least i pass when coursework is added in... i have resolved to at least study alittle...

just read until the 3rd chapter of the ss book... hope i have the determination to read the whole damn thing... ah well.. as i walked home just now... suddenly questions came unabidenly... what exactly is the defination of a friend... as i though... different people have different definations... someone's nick was... "a real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out"... to a certain extent thats true... this is a quote from me(mother earth).... "
a friend.... is someone whom u can laugh with"... and then she copied the other person's nick -.-" well jl's reply to this question was even better..."whatever you will" i am guessing that interperts as whatever you make it or maybe it has some deep profound reason ^.^ well this is one more quote from olive... " hmm ... someone who cares and whos always with you when u're down .." well i guess all these are correct -.-" can't believe i am thinking of all these things... i feel so dumb.. ah well...

2004-09-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

Finally i decided to blog... an entry this time... SOMEONE told me that the last one wasn't even an entry -.-" well... just wrote the fricking journal for mrs ang... and its 11.45pm now... guess i will sleep around...12.30? maybe... dunno dun care... well have been trying to listen to new music now a days... i sort of drifted back to classical... from the final fantasy series... their songs are very nice... but most of them are sort of sad... well i like it that way i guess... whenever i am away from my comp... i feel lonely... i have no idea y ... just example like i was in tution... ah well... when i get a job... i think the first thing i am going to get myself is the best computer i can get... with the best internet connection of course... well... its just a thought... at least i have decided on that for now... somehow... whenever i am playing games... i don't feel sad... i would be only capable of feeling 2 emotions... anger and happiness... anger because of the server lag -.-" and happiness from playing with friends online that is... ah well...i have no idea how am i to survive NS...-.-" maybe i could compare the comp with a friend... who widens my view of the world while i am trapped in this house... soemtimes i don't know what to feel... sad or happy... i simply have no idea... sometimes i feel like crying... for no reason... i just feel sad... maybe i feel ignored... maybe fustrated at myself for .... being me? y can't i just be... different? well... it all comes down to who i am... i can't believe i started typing about these things... i wanted to talk about the game i am playing... seriously... i wish more people would play games with me... at the moment theres only one person... ah well.... may as well get on with talking about my game... just today ...
Shadow Officator lvl 26 i think the most stylish of the lot... if you know how to use it
Rune Officator lvl 37 very strong... like socerer need 1 more lvl to get gia root 3.0
Socerer lvl 35
Gunner lvl 11 haven't been training this... feel like deleting
Assasin lvl 16 i think....

omg... i just selected all the final fantasy songs i could dl... lagging my comp like crazy...
well tomorrow is another stupid school day... and once again merci beaucoup to all... my friends

2004-09-25T09:13:00.000+08:00

Muhaha back to doing quizes :p sheez mom is asking me to type somethign for her... dunno if can type finish :p

Your an electric Dragon! Well, Well, Well, Speedy!
Electic dragons are just do darn quick, which
means you must be quick at something. Whether
its running, swimming, or answering questions,
you are super speed. But of course, you have a
craze for video games or computers. You can
play amazingly at any game or at least try to.
Go you!

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2004-09-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Wackiness: 60/100
Rationality: 52/100
Constructiveness: 62/100
Leadership: 40/100

You are a WECF--Wacky Emotional Constructive Follower. This makes you a Candle burning at both ends.You work until you drop, and you play until you can stand to work again. You have so much enthusiasm that you can find it hard to control on your own, and you appreciate the guidance that channels your energy and lets you be your best.In a relationship, you require lots of attention and support. You often over-contribute and end up feeling depleted and cheated. You may benefit from more time alone than you grant yourself.Your driving force is the emotional support of others--especially affection. You can run on empty for miles if you have positive energy behind you. Without it--as it occasionally must run dry--you are depressive, listless, and difficult to motivate.You need a lot of affection. Get it any way you can, but never at the cost of your self-respect or well-being.

Of the 27658 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 7.8 % are this type.

Hmm interesting quiz... saw it in earth's blog and got it from shuyan's :p thx ;)
well today was an... interesting/fun day hehe
i suay suay got 1ST Shift sheez...from 9.30am finish that stupid practical... until like... 2.00pm kena shut up in the hall sia...a close to 4hrs 30mins.... sheez lucky teachers not strict... hehe some ppl like xr and gang play chinese chess... then go play yugio(nt sure spelling) cards then ppl like me and some others playing errm taiti i think if thats the spelling :p hehe that was the around for 1 hr... 2 hrs before i spent talking to jason about comp games :p hehe funny man... last hour was spent throwing paper planes about with weijian :p even some other ppl joined in the fun :) then come home :p nthing else loh... play comp games ;) cya i go play liao :p

2004-09-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

Lets see... nt much time to blog... going in a little while for DT... sheez... ah well these few days was very interestin... lets see... i found a new game :p that can alt-tab very fast so i can play it at night when my parents turn on their aircon :p www.ryl.com.my :p lvl 33 liao hehe love being a socerer :p well yesterday... i tried not to go to chinese exam then that ng called me -.-" then my father explode loh... because mom went out liao :p ah well wadever... i everything also never do... go there and sleep.... heck lar... monday a maths paper 2 and DT... sian... then got practical... dunno larx... oh yea Earth... what color should i put? just give me the color code :p i have no idea what color code

2004-09-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

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I hate my momI hate my momI hate my momI hate my momI hate my momI hate my mom
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I hate my momI hate my momI hate my momI hate my momI hate my momI hate my mom
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I wish that she will just vanish... i would problaly do better in my studies then... if she is gone i wouldn't shed a tear... her bad points far out weighs the good... but i wouldn't mind it after i am independant... i am going to move out whenever she keeps nagging i feel like removing her head form her shoulders... she can talk... from 2-3hrs without pause... even to teachers she could find things to talk from 1-2 hrs.. i think the reason i feel lonely is because of her... all she talks is crap and i need someone to talk to me not one sided... i really appreciate those people who talk to me...

The Dark Knight stands gaurd......

2004-09-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

I guess i will stop playing so much games and start blogging more... since people accually read my blog... ah well i remeber that someone noted that i was just like a rechargable battery... when i am charged up i am very hyper and after sometime i run down... well i guess that is true... however... i can safely say that i am charged up... mostly when people need me i guess.. and i run down when nobody talks to me... well... i really have no idea why when i go choir i feel run down... however i although i don't need to go... i have an urge to give it a try again and again... well i guess its the stupid songs that my conductor chooses... ah well... can't help it i suppose... the only reason y i was able to go choir today was that i faked my mom and told her i had remedial... i guess i wouldn't be going tomorrow... i tried suggesting that i wanted to go choir and got my head bitten off for 15mins... i guess another reason that i go to choir is because some people there are my friends... well i just think that most people seem to notice me when they are down and forget me when they are happy... well i guess its true that i will always be there to help you if you are feeling down... but i really resent the feeling of being forgotten... almost nobody talks to me if i don't talk... except for a few "nosey" people and maybe 1 or 2 real friends another reason would be... i can't screech at home... or sing loudly... my mom would come and scold me or something... sometimes i just feel like killing her and get it over with... i think that one of this days she is going to pay... in some way...

I guess i will still be here to serve the sad and the helpless

The Dark Knight stands gaurd

2004-09-05T19:43:00.000+08:00

:) am glad people want to be my friend :) well i am blogging because someone tell me to :p *hint hint* you know who you are hehe well... going choir again tomorrow... 1-4.. i bluff my mom that i go for remindial :p well... stupid DT folio still not done :p Oh yea i remember mrs ang forgot to return us our journals :p heheh dun need to do liao... unless i forget or soemthing -.-" well what can i say :p i planning to compile all the pictures of teachers i have... then dunno do what with it... should i burn into many CDs and give 1 each to all my teachers? or should i dunno... heck "jl the great" has a wunderful suggestion on what to put in my blog guess i lazy to type liao

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Lolz... lots of funny quizzes... as i said it was jl's bright idea
omg... wth is happening to the quizs :p haha
Dark Knight stands gaurd ......

2004-09-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

I have changed my decription to "Je suis seul et je serai votre protecteur contre le monde si vous me permettrez" this means "I am alone and I will be your guard against the world if you will allow me" i tell this to those who i would like to count as friends and i will keep my word... I hope that someone would accually accept my offer to be my friend... as i said ... true friends are hard to find

Dark Knight......
Au revoir

2004-08-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ever felt the feeling that nobody will know if your gone?... Or if not that ever felt that everyone would be glad that you did not exsist?... How many people can tell me their goal in life... or if they have is it an important goal or just an illusion created by their minds... as depression sets down like a blanket of fog, clouding every decision every preception i have... as i look everywhere i see a distortion of reality... or is it real? People back-stabbing each other... ah well at least they even HAVE someone who is willing to go through the motions of back-stabbing them... i don't even have that... sometimes i feel lonely... i don't think anybody accually knows this feeling more then me... yea sure occasionally someone will ask me something... but thats just because THEY CAN'T OR WOULDN"T do it themselves... the only reason i keep falling back into depression is whenever i crawl out of the pit i see that everyone is PERFECT without me ... yes... even i have to have the feeling of being needed in some way... may it be big or small... i don't care... i guess i will spend the rest of my life like this... alone

Alone and forgotten......

2004-08-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

Whoot uploaded my DT project pics ;) enjoy ppl

2004-07-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

Whoot alot have happened these pass week :p no time to blog :p ah well... going to make up for it wil LOTS of pics ;) but first alittle of what happened... lets see... after blogging the last time i tampered with the computer system's files and delete here and there... then.......... COMP CRASH -.-" waited like 2 days for father to reload windows and took around 2-3 days more to reload all my info back :p ah well... now thats over... just had a amaths spring test on friday.... guess what... when teacher went through the answers after the test i got all correct :p Whoopie :) hehe well emaths paper 1 today ... bah talked too much... now for the pics ;) enjoy

Update 1 Zzzzzz loaded for around an hr already... sheez looks like i will be sleeping late tonight... back to loading then editing...

Update 2 loaded all time for editing 75 pics sia...

Update 3 done with the pics... sheez left 67 pics sia... 8 pics looked very werid... ah well... pics here enjoy :p

Racial Harmony (2004) pictures:

Well thats is for today :p load my dt projec tomorrow :p ah well

Enjoy peeps......

2004-07-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

Muhaha sucess is close at hand! :p hehe it should be finish by monday after school ^.^ hehe then when i come home i take a pic and post it.... well just had a stupid emaths mock exam paper 2 today... stupid foo foo... tell us that 8.00 start... in the end become 7.40 start :p i think 3 questions wrong liao... sian... pass can pass larx... only prob is getting A1.. sheez... ne way never take paper 1 so heck lar... racial harmony day just passed sia :p posting the pics here :)

Pictures:
-NIl- ... heck not today... i think my comp kena some adware... the pics i loaded all become advertisments :p
hehe

Forward!......

2004-07-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG PANIC.... i din go for emaths mock exam... CRAP...
i didn't even know... ZzZzZzZzZzZz was even doing my DT project at home...
until stupid kaiqian msg me asking me y i din go.... wha liao *prepares to die on monday*
on the bright side.... i managed to max my stats in shatteredgalaxy ^.^ and sold my training units and bought my final units ^.^ hehe can't wait to max them :) had a hard time choosing between arbs and ghast though... although ghast is vunearble to imps... i decided to use them because they clear heavy armored enemy better :p well you can't have everything...
crap realised haven't done my english hw yet...

Till next time......

2004-07-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

Just had A maths mock test today... stupid st. thersa...paper so irritating... i think i fail already...
haven't been blogging because
1. busy with playing comp games
2. busy going tution
3. feeling too happy to blog...

stupid ang bee hoon... made me feel angry at the world yesterday.. i come back home that time feel alittle better after taking a shower... then a maths today...
then i found out that my stupid mom only "takes care" of me out of DUTY... sheez then got into conflict with her because i play comp after i came back from tution... somehow she seems to think i play too much computer games and tried to turn off the comp... well... that went well... feeling slightly moody ... i want to see my blog black... and words white and i wana add a pic...maybe i figure out next time..

May you live in interesting times(Chinese proverb)...

2004-06-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

You represent... apathy.
You don't really show any emotion. You can be
considered cruel and cold, but you just don't
really care about anything. This is just the
way you are... you're quite a challenge to get
close to, and others may perceive you as
boring.

What feeling do you represent?
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nothing happened today so go away
bloody fool

doing maths......

2004-06-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

Nuriel: Known as the angel of fire. The strength of
heavens armies lays at this angels command.
Simply put... you are leader material, but dont
get too cocky.

Which Angel Lays Within You?
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Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure
You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.

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Lemon Tea...
Strong willed and a bit feisty in temper you stand
out from other people! Creative but dangerous
you have few friends and those that have been
accepted into your small group are special and
unique just like yourself. Once your mind is
made up that's it and no one can change it. You
can think clearly and figure out just what to
do in a tense situation which is a rare gift.
You arent twisted by societies rules and
regulations and are rebel by nature!

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You are the Night Sky Faerie! You are a little on
the weird side but thats ok because you are
constantly smiling! You have a lot of friends
and are very dedicated to them and everything
you do! You are also a romantic and your powers
include: Controlling the night sky, Flight
(duh),being able to place the stars and moon,
be able to shoot anything in the night sky from
your fingertips, and any magic powers a witch
might have! Go you!

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Reds are physical and sexual. They love expressing
themselves through their sensuality and their
physical bodies. They live their lives in the
here-and-now with zest, strength, courage and
self-confidence.

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You are the grass.

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Dark - You think the top of style is gothic
cathedrals and anything black and revealing.
Good for you! You are not evil, but you like to
put out that bad boy/girl persona. You can also
be very stubborn at time, you know what you
want.

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You are Water! The water calls to you, it is part
of you. Your friend's come to you when they
need help or someone to lean on for you can
wash away their pain. But beware for when you
are mad you are a force to be recken with.

What type of magick are you
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You are the untapped potential, the unknown. Do you
see things that others can or are you imagining
things? Look inside yourself for the answers:

Your life puzzles you
As does your dreams
You're stuck in the grey
And you don't know what it means
Grab a torch and use the light
To find yourself
Because you are there
Hidden in the dark

Are you magical?
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Storm Walker: Dangerous and dark you outshine the
lightning, menacing dreams with your beauty.

Which Moon Are You?
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Your soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with your
life, though you may feel you should be. You're
probably solitary, pessimistic, brooding,
possibly nocturnal, but mostly a general
unknown. You might have a hidden liking for
pain and destruction, but you're probably more
masochistic that sadistic if that's true. (look
it up if you don't know what they mean!) Those
that think they know you tend to place you
closer to evil on a scale of good and evil,
which might not be true. What people see may
not be who you actually are. Some people fear
you and others mock you. What isn't really
known, though, is that you're not pure evil.
You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - and
sadly, forsaken - soul.

What Is Your Soul's Trait?
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Another day of hellish school......

2004-06-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Nobody will ever understand the loneliness I feel... How it feels to be in a pack yet not of it... to be the oil in water... although together yet far apart... god knows i've tried... but nobody gives a damn... as i look back on the emptiness that is my life... i find not a speck of thing worth noting... to cry will never help , it will just send me further into the shadowy lake... life which may have a meaning for all those people out there is just an bottemless hole that can never be filled... to even try would be a futile gesture that amounts to nothing... i have tried so hard to escape from this and yet i failed... each time falling deeper... on a downward spiral of no return... if i had some beacon or target to aim towards i may even suceed in escaping... however since circumstances are thus i have given up all hope... good and evil... how many say that good is better then evil and good will win... all through our history it has been shown that although good is commendable, evil is bankable... as the world closes in on me i sincerely thank those people who have tried to care but fail and to those who just don't care.... to carry on... without trying to remember who i am or should i say was and let me go my own way into the all encompassing darkness of my lifeless life

Gave up on life......

2004-06-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Well yesterday i slept over in my cousin's house hehe we din sleep till around 2-3++ :p was playing worms 3d :p the three of us made bases out of griders and hid there hehe well after many motars, 2 supersheeps and countless shotgun rounds i finally managed to win hehe :) so funny they only build 1 layer under them :) then i build one base below to shoot at their underneath then all them die :p the best part about the sleepover was that my cuz's mom told us to sleep at 11pm and accually trusted us enough not to come and look hehe guess we can't be trusted :p haha well i did only alittle english homework :p hehe still have 3 summaries 1 compre and 2 worksheets -.-" well i did basically nthing except 2 compre :p haha well maths ? e maths i only did paper 1 :p finished it today at tution teacher's house :p well the extra lessons homework i am doing now :p hehe last page :p Accually... the best part is before my parents went home :p we went to the nearby park to play... we buy drinks liao go sit in the slide and talk about this and that :p then.... i throwing the rubbish that time... lazy to wear my sandles loh... then dun want to dirty my foot... then jump from slide to the pavement... guess what... another wound... at this rate i will never get to wear shoes again -.- my smallest toe lar on the left leg this time... kena until the skin come out... then the blood keep flowing... yew... then after that tupid cuz still force me to play catching... how i play... i just sit on the slide sia... then go back that time... hide injury from his mom loh... after he kena scolded again :p ah well had fun :p

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Muhaha i am bigger then you earth :D

better do my last question...

P.S. A TIP TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVEN'T DONE YOUR ENGLISH VOCAB WORKSHEET USE www.m-w.com IT IS MUCH FASTER hmm maybe i type the answer here later ;)na tomolo

Living to see another day......

2004-06-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

Muhahah i am back ^.^ lolz let hope this lasts :p hehe lotsa siao siao quizes ;) thx earth ^^

Leviathin - Also know as a sea serpant, the
leviathin has been spoken of by ancient sailors
for hundreds of years. Reports across the world
have made some scientist wonder if the stories
of the sea creature were true. Even the Bible
in the book of Job speaks of a creature known
as the leviathin. The leviathin was creature a
who was said to have struck fear into the
hearts of the mightiest sailors. Well as a
Leviathin you can be a loner sometimes. You
prefer to stick to your self most of the time,
but sometimes enjoy the company of others. You
can be somewhat quiet, but remain calm and
peaceful unless disturbed. It is then when you
can be at your most dangerous. The element of
the leviathin is said to water. Calm, cool, and
layedback thats the Leviathin.

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lol unicorn again -.-" :p hehe

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.

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-.- do i really act very mean... -.-" that jy say i not gentleman chinese lesson never carry tables -.- ah well maybe i am

You're Kyou - the cat.

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Birds Chirping: Sweet and mellow, you are the
familiar and pleasant sound of birds chirping.
You are very down to earth and love the
outdoors. You show a love for simple things,
like the quiet whisper of the wind and the
crackling of the fire. You make people feel
secure and are a great friend. (please rate my
quiz)

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lol i guess i am hopeless :p

Young And Hopeless, By Good Charlotte

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BOOM

What Natural Disaster are you? Take the quiz!

You are a crow. You are mysterious and sexy. Your
eyes say what you're body won't. You are a
great human being and often go unnappreciated.

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OMG I AM HARD WORKING??? SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCE

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lolz lolz lolz

You're a Happy Fairy!

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*Crosses fingers*

Hoping my cheerfulness lasts......

2004-06-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Well, u-- um, can we come up and have a look?

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lolz at least i got this :p the rest were worst ^.^

*exept maybe that cute little rabbit*

yawn no more good quizes the rest or mushy mushy thingies
stupid homework... they totally know how to spoil a holiday -.-" teachers also... homework is a waste of time... oh yea... miss foo foo's lessons i never go how -.- i think school start i die man... her homework also din do -.-""""" wha liao i doing english now... 3 compres 1 vocab to do ... sian :p

DAMN stupid mood swings are back again... feeling so depressed now.... SHEEZ FOR GOODNESS SAKE I AM NOT A GIRL.... yth mus i suffer like this... at least girls can go and cry... WTH AM I SUPPOSE to do.... one of this days i am just going to impode on someone and hurt them.... DAmn... wth is up with me.... i really feel like murdering someone atm... anyone felt 2 or more feelings at the same time? well i HAVE... anger, sadness, happiness cheerfulness.... and all the other stupidness together... when i feel sad... and someone talks to me because they are bored i have to put up a facade of cheerfulness... i really want to not talk but i like to talk... stupid conflicting emotions... life is totally meaningless...

To all the bitches and bastards out there Go to hell......
DAMN THEM ALL

Self termination Eminent ......

2004-06-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

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What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You are Romans.

Which book of the Bible are you?
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4get it i give up

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2004-06-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

My close encounter with the cockroach
lolz just blog finish want to pack... i open the box and see a cockroach scurrying about inside -.- i freaked out then closed the box :p after some thought i decided to shake it around inside the box then i dumped it into the toliet bowl :p wha liao still alive leh... -.- then i squeezed toothpaste on it and it sanked alittle... then i got out my soap bottle and squeezed it on the cockroach and watch it sink =P some ppl may think i am cruel or evil just like that little ++ ah well what is done is done.. my mom asked me to squish it hehe to me...
squish = hanging
poisoning = death by injection
:p haha ah well gd nightx ;)

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2004-06-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

OMG... just realised my last post i DID NOT PUBLISH -.-" whaaa ah well was all quizes so heck lar... ah well going to test something out with my blog music ;) lets hope this works hehe well stupid DT project ... i destoryed 2 toys i was working on bahx both the remote control kena shot cirucit liao -.-" see lar i cannot play so much liao :p bb ;) i go sleep liao i lazy to do anything hehe well enjoy the new "music" i HOPE it works ;)

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2004-06-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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hmmm is this a girls only quiz or something? :p y girl pic -.- heck
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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What's Your Outlook on Life?
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omg girl pic again -.-

Time Faerie

Which elemental faerie are you?
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lolz -.- so many ppl time faerie -.-

You are the Spring...Symbolizing New Hope and
Dreams...people come to you for strength and
support...Solidier, its all about the team.

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heeh time to go do DT(chat and send songs) hehe ;)

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2004-06-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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You belong in the world of leaves and trees, where
the wilderness can claim your soul. Somewhere
like a jungle or a thick wooded forest would be
your world. Intensely in tune with nature, you
feel the world belongs to the natural ways that
once ruled the planet. Be yourself, and
everything will work out. Don't let the grind
of the city destroy your free-as-a-bird nature.

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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You are most likely to be the Vampire
Chevalier!

The Chevalier personifies the vampire that acts
with noble intentions, despite what it is
capable of. Taking a conflicting nature and
resolving its issues, the chevalier both
embraces and yet keeps the vampiristic nature
in check; the hunt and taking of blood is
enjoyed greatly, yet is restricted to those who
willingly give, 'wrong-doers,' or is taken in
self-defense; its powers are also embraced
willingly, yet while it blatantly and proudly
uses them, those that harm are only used in
self-defense or in the defense of others. The
vampire charm is used in full, and the
chevalier appears as one of the most alluring
of all vampires, often lordly in appearance as
well. Because of the open embrace of its powers
and seemingly royal stature, the chevalier
often is an immensely powerful vampire.

Dominant personality trait: Pride

Dominant color: Gold

Fictional Vampire Examples: Meier Link ('Vampire
Hunter D: Bloodlust'), Jean-Claude ('Anita
Blake: Vampire Hunter')

Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of
the night? Come this way...

Vampire Classification Quiz (w/ Pics)
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SELENE: You are selene!
Beautiful, vivacious,
fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would
destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by
the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene
is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite
Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the
Lycans extinct.
Ever wish you could be a
vampire?

Which UNDERWORLD character are you?
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lolz these quizes are freaking me out :p
haha have too much time man...

Ah well sleepy sia... yesterday went to choral concert... meet edwina, stephany, cystabelle and bao chai at school... then we take MRT there... bao chai ps us then we caught him when he left the train at raffles place... then we go errm whatziname again :p forget liao then go singapore conference hall... :p baochai tell mr kwek that he very suai and then mr kwek tell him go away :p he so pai sei sia... then after that lost bao chai again... edwina caught him in the MRT then... me and hong chuan siam... :p hehe accually decided to go eat together with those 2 "siao jie men" then i wait by myself for them at angmokio loh... by that time around 11.20 liao... i think? :p then we go to angmokio central(i think) to eat... but i not hungry then drink 1 cut of drink loh... -.-" needed to " ching ta men " :p ah well last year liao then heck lar :p hehe after eat liao then stephany ask me wait with her at bus stop... what can i do.. wait loh... then... she go liao around 12 liao... then i go wait for my bus =.= wha liao stupid 165,132 never come then i take 162... but WRONG direction sheez then kena end up in yo chu chang :p lolz then around 12.58 liao then make a phone call just as i was waiting for my mom to come fetch me... stupid gaurd tell me they locking up liao... sian... then i wait by myself at the taxi stand... soo creepy sia -.- :p hehe mom come then i spin a story about how the show end at 10.45 then come then i walk wrongly reach the MRT around 11.15 then reach ang mo kio around 12 :p then wait for bus until 12.45 -.- then take wrong bus blah blah blah :p hehe of course she blow up loh... heck lar... enjoyed myself ;)(i think) hehe second last choir ROXed hehe the only 3 worth mentioning from best to last are Novo Concertante Manila, Victoria Junior College Choir and Festival Treble Choir. The song circle of life would have sound nicer if they had made the animal noises softer :p ah well today talk too much liao ;)

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2004-06-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

You're like a Unicorn!

?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Your and Innocent Unicorn! Innocent Unicorns are
very pure and good. They are the rarest of
types and sadly, are being hunted. Thats
because an Innocent Unicorn horn once removed
from the head, is worth alot of money, and if
left in holy water for a day, will turn into
diamond. Young Innocent Unicorns always stay
close to their mothers, and always will stand
by there side even when they grow. Innocent
Unicorns are said to be the friends of angels
and can dance on moonbeams. Innocent unicorns
represnt virginty, goodness, pureness, and
love. They always value friendship, and
familly, and are facinated by humans. Innocent
unicorns are shy, but if friends for someone,
its a friend to the end.

What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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Heart of Gold

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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lolz this really creaps me out :P is there nothing else except a hear of gold? :p hmm -.- so i have the same personality as jialin and qian qian? that is soo werid... ah well back to DT -.- tomorrow need to hand up

*Updated* hmm these quizs are quite interesting... dun think they are really true though ah well try somemore tomorrow ;)

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2004-06-02T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. lets see...doing DT project -.- changing my project -.-" hehe when i finish making i post pictures here for you to see ;) lets see.. dumb MU is slow on my comp :p this stupid comp's speed only 801MHz ... sheez keep lagging... even the stupid cursor lag... then stupid bro's comp 1Ghz something can play this game but the internet because is wireless router then very laggy keep on dying :p haha still trying to ask father to change the motherboard :) well for now looks like i will be sticking to gunbound and shattered galaxy ^.^ at least they don't lag... well stupid shattered galaxy event haven't arrive yet :p from the looks of it it will start on the 5th of June :) lets see its in 3-4 days time :) hehe well stupid DT project... need to complete it by 1st week of July... sian tomolo still need to go back to school for SS... yawn then yesterday... morning... i go tution from 8.45-10.15 then go to school look for that MR. CHEW(ING GUM). Sheez... go to work shop they tell me he go staffroom... i go staffroom... NOBODY there... sheez... then i wait around because my mom tell me maybe they go lunch... accually they go to poly openhouse... sian then i wait in school from lets see... 10.30-13.15 around there.... then they come back... give the paper to him then he rush off for "conference" accually they all go there eat only i think :p then i call mom... When we went off then i realise i forgot to ask him to cut 1 more part -.- sheez... horrible day then in the end cannot contact him... went to Maths tution after that until errm... 5.30 then father fetch me home... yawn... stupid lar i hope that can talk to him tomolo for more parts -.-" ah well what is pass is pass :p i serious pray that theres a virus that only spreads from teacher to teacher that KEEPS THEM AT HOME ^.^ someone should do that :) will surely be praised by all the students :)

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME OF A WEBBIE FOR ME TO LOAD SONGS INTO OTHER THEN YAHOO?

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2004-05-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

Bah... found out i was only 1st in L1 R4 and L1 R5? i think... stupid earth and shuyan.... make me get 3rd place... sheez... I HATE CHEM AND CHINESE... make me get only 3rd when i could have got first... lets see... what else can improve... amaths... if i got that last 2 question even 1/2 right i would have at least an A2... sheez... and lets see.... geo and ss... 2 stupid marks more and i get a2... so... my dumb DT must pull up alittle more... lets see... at least 65 lar.. get b3... so i over all aggreegate will at least get errm.... 16-1-1-2=12 points... sheez...
ok i aim to get
English at least B3
Chinese whatever
E Maths A1 nothing less
A Maths at least A2
Phy/Chem at least B3
Geo/SS at least B3
DT at least B3
hmm did i miss anything?... guess not... hmm lets see... if i L1R4 i will get errmm....
at least 3+1+2+3+3= 12 points and lets see... L1R5... get at least... 3+1+2+3+3+3=15 points... omg... that sucks... ah well not planning to go JC any way... all the same i HATE chinese... oh yea... i just found out that stupid shattered galaxy i already have the things i required for reincarnation event sheez.... wasted around 2-3 days on it :p ah well i think i will play either Gunbound or MUonline until the event comes which will be on the first of June ^.^ lets see its 1 day after the exam :p hehe lets hope i can play alot :) hehe well from now till then if anyone wants to look for me i will either be gunbounding in "3563442" or MUing in "Lostling" btw those are my char names ;)hehe time to go change song ;) have fun ppl hehe

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2004-05-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hehe... been training my ShatteredGalaxy Char... enticipating the reincarnation event ;) hehe well... sick for yesterday and today... and dumb mom still force me to study chinese... even drag me up at 8.00 to study... sheez well at least i found time to play games ;) winks ;) muahaha ah well ....cough cough... dumb chinese o lvls in a few days time yawn must at least pass my mom says.... well i think FAT hope... most prob i will fail again by a few marks :p hmm results are back... lets see...
English 66%
Chinese 44%
E Maths 70%
A Maths 65%
DT 57%
Physic/Chem 46.8%
Geo/SS 68%
Hehe the interesting thing about this is i got 1st in class ^.^ hmm i hope its not a dream :p wellz back to studying CHINESE... sheez i ABOSOLUTELY HATE that subject... no that not right... i absolutely LOATH that subject :p ah thats better ;) hmm should i put pics today.... na... Zzzzzz.....

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2004-05-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

You are the lone shadow dragon. You tend to stay
away from other people and, like the mage and
metal dragon, keep to yourself. You aren't
really evil, just misunderstood because of your
dark and cynical nature. People shy away from
you...Even fear you. Smile every once in a
while, and don't be afraid to be a softy.
(People actually prefer that!) You draw your
power from the shadows and the night...That
would be Darkness.

What is your dragon element and color?
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.... werid...

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2004-05-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hehehe... decided to blog today :p hehe have been busy making my rubberband shooter :) hehe i take picture maybe tomorrow :p hehe last time i make crossbow :p came out not too bad :) but i think my "gun" thingy is better ;) hehe well today... tution then come back home then PLAY :) muahah ..... CRAP... looks likr i will not be doing much typing for a few days... hit myself with the rubberband.... man it hurts... bah i hate typing with 1 hand... btw the rubberband had a paper clip attached... omg... my finger started bleeding...
Picts of my crossbow

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2004-05-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Lets see... today... was horrible... the fricking geography teacher Mr Goh made the topo map reading like structured question.... i just hope i pass.... DT... accually thought do finish can sleep one.... stupid 1 questions make me miss my sleeping time... then the rest of the day suffer from headache and stomache cramp... sheez... hmm i think mood swings coming back... sianx... after school go chinese 1 hr then go maths 2 hrs... by that time already 5.30 liao... then come home... eat dinner... then play comp :p hehe now then start doing chem... the maths can heck :D i think chem i fail liao... how to remmeber all the fricking info.... heck i camp until 10.00 then go sleep... MUST sleep early.... YAWN... MUST REMEMBER TO BRING SWEETS TOMORROW :p haha... well... will be loading pictures from different occasions :) soon... maybe after the exam? hehe well... gtg study... rememeber to read my old posts hor :p also have some interesting things hehe ;) well bb

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2004-05-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

Mother's Day... whats the fricking use of that stupid day.. all my fricking mom knows how to do is talk crap... same like my fricking father... all of them like to talk crap... bloody mom likes to follow me about... walk into the room she follow i go where she follow... either she is a fricking nosy person or she just likes to follow me... i really hate her... whatever...

Picture of people in my class:
KienLeng
Pricilla
Yvonne
JieYing
Jacqueline
Ignatius
ZhuMing
Xuebin
Wei Fong
XiRong
ShuYan
Rochain
QianQian
Olivia
Kelvin
Joe
JinYu
GuangZhao
Gary
Eddy
Earth
Debbie
Christie
Beatrice
Jolynn Tan

Classmates not included: Jolene Chia, Jia Lin, Pei Ying, HuiLing, Kai Quan and (Me :p)

This pictures are not in any order

Enjoy

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2004-05-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hm... well... today... quite horrible day... morning 8.30-10.00 go chinese then come home... then go to my mom friend house for chem tution from 2-4.15 ... then go for maths tution from 5-7 ... wha liao... feel very tired... then stupid geography and DT on monday... i think i am going to fail... sheez... then tomorrow need to go at least 3 hrs of tution again... then morning have church... omg... hmm... decided to type the name of the song in my description instead of tell you ppl where it is... you ppl seem to dunno how to check :p well... nobody objected in my taggie about me putting your picture on my blog... so... i am going to do it tomorrow :p i am very tired now... well...

LAST CHANCE tag by tomorrow night if you do not want your pic to appear

Have fun

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2004-05-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm... lets see... today in school nthing much... found out had chem test -.-" heck loh :p confirm fail liao.... do alittle then sleep... well... change the blog's song :p and... i decided to stop with the song of the day for now... gotta catch up on the songs in the archives :p well... then jsut now i went to taht stupid chinese tution again... 1 + 1/2 hrs... accually today not bad... read about chinese war :p hehe well... i need to go for chinese everyday... at least 1hr... and go for maths 5 times a week... 3 hrs each time i go... MAN... i am going to EXPLODE... -.-" ah well... my next step for my blog would be to find a nice skin :) hehe well gtg study geo and DT -.-"

Putting up pictures of ppl in my class tomorrow if nobody objects in my taggie :) have fun

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2004-05-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

Lolz.... that Ang Been Hoon returned my journal -.-" blah blah Extract from reply " I'm suprised that you think I hate you. I don't know what or who gave you the impression. I don't hate my students and have never done so, simply because hate is a double-edged sword...." and "As for wishing me all the worse, well, only I myself can decide whether I want to feel good or bad. Which emotion do you think I'll choose?" ... sheez does she need to take everything and turn it into a fricking lecture... well... i think i don't really hate her that much now... but...i still hate her... so whatever... well... just being in her class turns my guts... somemore i change place to front row -.-" so boring at the back... then see her fricking fat face as you can see... haven't taken a full face shot yet... hope to do so in the future :p hehe am hoping to add music to my blog in the near future ;) then i can put the song of the day song on everytime :) hehe well... that time i printed some of the pics... then bring to school give guanzhao :p then someone found it -.-" then cut out the paulin lim picture :) then paste on the top of class 4/5 door to ward away evil spirits :p hehe well time to study my DT then sleep ;) talk on taggie whether you would like me to post you pics here :p if no reply i will take as ok :p

Song of the Day

Because Of You by 98 Degrees

Chorus
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

Verse
Baby, I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said, baby, I should have known by now
Should have been right there whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you
Yes, I'd tell you (oh, yeah)

Chorus

Verse
Honestly, could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you, baby, oh yeah

Chorus

Bridge
If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
Make you understand
Then I'd always be there right by your side

Chorus

Enjoy

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2004-05-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

I HATE CHINESE.... one of these days i am going to take pictures of the chinese tution that I am going to... wrote an interesting journal entry to MRS ANG SIOK BEE (HOON) wadever.. still hate her...lets see... yesterday was studying too hard for that stupid social studies thingy... i really hope i pass... well chinese no hope liao most likely fail 1% chance of passing -.-" unless someone let me copy loh =P FAT hope ... well... went taht stupid chinese tution for 3 hrs today... i really feel like killing my mom -.-" after tution already 7.15 liao... then go cut hair... 8.00 haven't eat then go test my eye sight... haven't change specs since a year ago... then test loh... alittle difference... decided to wait for another 1 month then see how... well... gotta do finish my stupid chem homework... from tomorrow onward everyday must go to chinese tution for 1 hr... am going to die man... after that still have 3 long hours of maths.... heck lar go there do that
foo's homework... ah well... thats all for now...

Song of the Day

Jellyhead by Crush

So what if your jeans are torn
They've been torn since Bros were cool
I wanted you for a little while
You got it wrong by a million miles
Big deal, what a thrill, what a let down
Kissing in your car
When I should have been out
I want the Prodigy really loud
I want it all right now

[Chorus:]
Over and over I feel it
Boyfriend you're alone
You must be out of your mind
Jellyhead, you've really blown it
Over and over I feel it
Boyfriend you're alone
You must be out of your mind
Jellyhead, you've really blown it

In the slow lane
Never change the way that I feel
Go home, never know, never be real
'Cause not one thing you said was true
I'm gonna find somebody new
Make up, break up, always the same
Get out, what about you and me say
I've been hanging around you too long
When summer comes I'm gone

[Chorus]

I wanna be flying in the clear sky
I wanna be diving in the blue
I gotta be out in the evening
Jellyhead, without you
Without you

[Chorus] [2x]

Pics of the Day ;) Enjoy
Theme: Relatives

The All Terrible Mom... Look On And Becareful

The Father... The Righthand man of the MOM

The Cutie Brother... Feel Free to Laugh

The Spastic Cousin ... Refer to Comment above

The Spastic Cousin's Brother... -NiL-

Enjoy

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2004-04-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

These are a few nice backgrounds ;)

hmm... lets see... today in class nothing much... only PE... i got ingrowth toenail... that stupid

MrChia :p make me run 2.4... then i want to die like that ^.^ hehe bear with me a few more days ok? :p i can't resist to put many pictures now that i learned how to put :p well... after school detention... wait from 1.15-2.30 then detention start :p lets see... then accually
Mr Lee said that we stay until 4.00 can liao...then 2 stupid ppl play a fool... accually everyone must stay until 5... then he change... say only those 2 stay until 5 and the rest until 3.30 can siam liao :p but in the end 3.45 then he come back dismiss us :p hehe after that i go home... play comp... go to chinese tution... sheez chinese tution suxs... tomolo english paper still chinese :p from 6-8PM :)hehe then come home loh :p play again then kena scolded by my mom -.-" well i going to post some relative photos tomorrow ;) hehe have fun ;) get GOOD marks :)

Song of the Day

Journey to the Past from Anastasia

Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me, dont turn back now that were here
People always say life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
Or how the world can seem so long
Or how the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart im trusting you, on this journey to the past...

Somewhere down this road, I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just cant be wrong
Oh arms will open wide, I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
Well starting here my life begins
Starting now im learning fast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you, on this journey to the past

Heart dont fail me now
Courage don't desert me (courage see me through...)
Home, love, family; there was once a time I must have had them too
Home, love, family; I will never be complete until I found you (heyyy)
One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go?
Back to who I was
On to find my future
Still my heart still needs to know

Yes let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
To bring me home
At last (hold out note)
At last (hold out note)

Ooohhh (courage see me through, heart im trusting you)
Hey yeah (heyeah...)
Hey yeah (yeah...ooowhoah...)
Courage see me through, heart oh heart I'm trusting you

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2004-04-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Muahaha just found out how to add pics to blog :p hehe keep watching my blog to see more pics :) going to try to put at least 1 pic a day ;) to start it off i am featuring 8 dumb teacher pics ^.^ please vote for the pic you like best ;) on the taggie :)------->

1->8

Pics

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3

4

5

6

7

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Enjoy ;)

Remember to look below for my today's blog ;) this is just an add on

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2004-04-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

Today... was quite ok until recess... spent special effort trying to be cheerful... but during recess... i just played with the water cooler... just alittle.... then that stupid Mrs Ang Siok Bee (Hoon) come and scold me... like that also not enough... also must send me to detention... I H A T E H E R... I VOW THAT I WILL NEVER HELP HER ROYAL FRICKINESS WITH ANY IT STUFF EVER AGAIN... just you wait... torturer... i am not you average student and i don't make empty threats... i am going to make your classes as horrible as i can arrange it... you just wait... I DECLARE WAR... who knows what i am going to do... Went to maths tution in a foul mood... at least teacher din irritate me... just let me do maths worksheets and explain where i go wrong... ah well... all i know is BLOODY Mrs Ang spoilt my day... and she is going to pay for it... just wait till the next school event... then she will know to be afraid of me... well stand by for more pics... remember to keep you inbox clean so i can send the next time... SHE IS GOING TO PAY

This is what i wish to Mrs Ang

THE CURSE {{{Whoever guesses,thinks,or dreams,he knows Who is my mistress,wither by this curse Him,only for his purse;May some dull whore to love dispose,And then yield unto all that are his foes;May he be scorn'd by one,whom all else scorn,Forswear to others,what to her he hath sworn,With fear of missing,shame of getting,torn.Madness his sorrow,gout his cramps,may he Make,by but thinking who hath made him such;And may he feel no touch Of conscience,but of fame,and be Anguish'd,not that 'twas sin,but that 'twas she;Or may he for her virtue reverence One that hates him only for impotence,And equal traitors be she and his sense.May he dream treason,and believe that he Meant to perform it,and confesses,and die,And no record tell why;His sons,which none of his may be,Inherit nothing but his infamy;Or may he so long parasites have fed,That he would fain be theirs whom he hath bred, And at the last be circumcised for bread.The venom of all stepdames,gamesters' gall,What tyrants and their subjects interwish,What plants,mine,beasts,fowl,fish,Can contribute,all ill,which all Prophets or poets spake,and all which shall Be annex'd in schedules unto this by me,Fall on that man;For if it be a she Nature beforehand hath out-cursèd me.}}}

Song of the Day

Let My People Go from Prince of Egypt

Chorus
Thus saith the Lord:
Since you refuse to free my people
All through the land of Egypt...

I send a pestilence and plague
Into your house, into your bed
Into your streams, into your streets
Into your drink, into your bread
Upon your cattle, on your sheep
Upon your oxen in your field
Into your dreams, into your sleep
Until you break, until you yield
I send the swarm, I send the horde
Thus saith the Lord

Moses
Once I called you brother
Once I thought the chance
to make you laugh
Was all I ever wanted...

Chorus
I send the thunder from the sky
I send the fire raining down

Moses
And even now I wish that God
had chose another
Serving s your foe on his behalf
Is the last thing that I wanted...

Chorus
I send a hail of burning ice
On ev’ry field, on ev’ry town

Moses
This was my home
All this pain and devastation
How it tortures me inside
All the innocent who suffer
>From your stubbornness and pride...

Chorus
I send the locusts on a wind
Such as the world has never seen
On ev’ry leaf, on ev’ry stalk
Until there’s nothing left of green
I send my scourge, I send my sword
Thus saith the Lord!

Moses
You who I called brother
Why must you call down another blow?

Chorus
I send my scourge, I send my sword

Moses
Let my people go

Moses and Chorus
Thus saith the Lord

Rameses
You who I called brother
How could you have come to hate me so?
Is this what you wanted?

Chorus
I send the swarm, I send the horde...

Rameses
Then let my heart be hardened
And never mind how high the cost may grow
This will still be so:
I will never let your people go...

Chorus
Thus saith the Lord:

Moses
Thus saith the Lord:

Rameses
I will not...

Moses, Rameses, and Chorus
Let your (my) people go!

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2004-04-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... back on the roller coaster again -.-" ah well good things can't last forever... lets see... today only got 2 things in school to note about :) DT lesson, dumb materials haven't arrive... then i make small swords for fun =P hehe then when i went to library to return book, i met one of the lab techs Mr Dahut i think :p spelling not too good :) then he ask me was i the guy who sent all the pictures of teachers about ^.^ apparently even he recieved it :) its sooo interesting :) hehe YeeJia forwarded the msg which someone sent to her :p haha got sooooo many people sia ^.^ Muhahah i think i started a chain letter ;) this is soo fun... got to collect more pictures :) well after school had physics S^3 then after that i went home... then mom rushed me off to chinese tution again... MAN... tomorrow starting first maths tution...
-.-" pressure -.-"
Just wait till i explode then my mom will be sorry....

Song of the Day

Testify To Love by Avalon

All the colors of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
It reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify

Chours
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea(rivers to the seas)
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace(give peace)
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come(kingdom come)
All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done

Chorus

Bridge
Colors of the rainbow
Voices of the wind
Dream that reaches out where love begins
Word or every story
Star in every sky
Coner of creation testify
Mountians to the valleys
Rivers to the sea
Hand that reaches out to offer peace
Simple act of mercy step to kingdom come
Every heart will speak of what love has done
Colors of the rainbow
Voices of the wind
Dream that reaches out where love begins
Word or every story
Star in every sky
Coner of creation testify

Chorus twice

Enjoy ;)

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